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Everyone suffers from depression every so often, this is not such a big deal IF you can turn your thoughts around and beat it... otherwise you can sink lower and lower into your troubles until they seem to be your whole world.
There have been times in my life when beating depression has been a rigorous daily exercise , even just recently...
Several months ago, there seemd to be little happening for me, no jobs where forthcoming, no movies were scheduled and it looked like the Military Coup here had scared away foreign investors.
In fact after the Coup, there has been little foreign work here at all - normally I could have expected a TVC (TV Commercial) or two and at least another reasonable movie role. Instead just a few odd low pay jobs.
Add in the new Governments near xenophobic "Thailand for Thais" agenda with increased difficulties for foreigners to stay, work or invest in Thailand
Prospects were looking dim, I seemed to be heading downhill with little chance of turning thing around without leaving Thailand and heading back to Australia for a while. Depression was setting in...
Add in the weeks of boredom sitting in a small studio apartment with little money for entertainment or luxuries, add in the idiot internet providor who argued with my log files which clearly told that there was a problem with the internet ('broadband' was effectively 28.8 dial up modem connection for 2 months), add in a dozen other factors that come from living in a strange culture, with few close friends - my thoughts were racing, every day I had to make the effort of beating depression.
I planned to move to Phom Penh, Cambodia and teach English for 6 months as a school teacher until Thailand sorted itself out, I had had enough.
But I did not let my depression beat me down, I was still active.
From other depressing periods in my life, the most prominent of which would be a long time lover finally calling off the relationship in a rather final way, and of course, the nerve injury that sidelined my wrestling and acting career 6 years ago. From these periods in my life I have always refused to let depression beat me, I refused to lie down and be defeated. I continued on my path, even though it was a struggle.
Beating Depression
Everyday I would write a list of things that HAD to be done that day, never too much to stress me but enough to keep busy. This ensured that everyday I would be getting closer and closer to my goal, at times all this list consisted of was to go to the gym and workout hard, and do the laundry, and eat well all day.
Keeping active keeps your mind occupied so you are not in a constant struggle to keep your thoughts positive.
In NLP there is a technique where you go to your darkest thoughts and live out your greatest fears in your mind - you see yourself living with that most horrible of outcomes, and let out all the despair and anguish that you feel - cry it out, scream it out, whatever it takes. Then you turn over on your back, facing up with closed eyes still and see the light - the place you came from - then you slowly return to your 'base level', the place where you started until you consciously rejoin the group.
The effect of this exercise is to remove the fear of that bad thing happening, since you have already experienced it, you have nothing to fear from experiencing it again. It is also often a emotional block remover, in that it lets out feelings bottled up from past experiences. when you remove the fears and worries from your life you are on track to beating depression.
I did not know this method at the time, so what I used to do instinctively was to sit under the shower and let the bad feelings run uncontrolled through my mind and body until they had completely run through me, I would let the warm water wash everything away, down the plug hole, and just stay there until everything had run its course. All the bad feelings were through and my mind had examined every concievable outcome from where I was at that time.
At the end of this type of session I would be left feeling scrubbed clean on the outside and washed clean on the inside. I believe I have used this 'therapy' now about 3 times in total.
For me this worked as I have always had a high affinity for water, I grew up on the beach, I practically lived on the beach as a teenager, I partied at the beach, I took my dates to the beach, I met my friends at the beach and I love the crashing waves of the ocean on a golden sandy shore. For me water is pleasure and fun - this washing over me makes sense to me to wash out the bad feelings.
Also I never spoke to anybody else about how I truly felt.
What I see other people doing wrong is that they will dwell on the bad feelings, they will talk to everyone who listens about the things wrong in thier lives, they talk about almost nothing else. When they sit and think they think about bad things, they are scared of the worst possible outcome, the 'badness' is constantly in the forefront of their minds and on the tip of their tongue. Concentrating on the bad things is not going to help you in beating depression, you need to focus on the good things in life.
You need to make a small step forward everyday, for me it was going to the gym. I knew if I kept at it I would eventuallysucceed by beating depression and as long as I worked out and got bigger then I would still be reaching out for my ultimate goal.
What is it that you can do each and every day to get you closer to your life ambition?
If you are suffering from depression maybe try one of the tricks I used and wash away your feelings, maybe look up an NLP practitioner, refocus your mind on being productive, even if it is just a little, even boring repetitive chores are good for keeping your mind off what depresses you (gardening or yard work is a good example).
Exercise daily. Exercise keeps the blood flowing and helps regulate your hormones. It also releases the body's own natural feel good chemicals and endorphines, helping make you fell happy and well.
Eat Nutritious Foods. Eat healthy foods, eat plenty for your body weight, mix up your diet and eat somethign different every meal. Eating junk or convenience food will make you feel worse with blood sugar level crashes, the additional chemicals and strain on your body to digest a litre of suger (soda pop) and 2 cups of oil (pizza).
Consider changing your life circumstances. Work out what will make you happy, what you want from life, make a move, change jobs, change careers, change countries. Thing about taking yourself out of your depressing circumstances.
Stop worrying so much.
Sure you aren't going to get over it all immediately, but if you keep steaming ahead by the time the fog passes you'll be surprised how little it all meant on the big picture of your entire life.
Also if you keep moving ahead you might come into contact with the right person to turn things around for you.
In my recent case, 3 weeks before I had to make my final decision to move to Cambodia, I ran into my friend Ray Huber at the gym - he told me of the difficulty he was facing finding a script writer who could finish the Bangkok Adrenaline script quickly - I volunteered instantly. We did a trial day of script writing and I was hired.
From no work, to making our own movie - sometimes you just have to get out amongst it to find the opportunity that can turn your life around, then seize the opportunity.
If you find this article of benefit please just drop me a note so I know whether I should continue to write articles like this.
Beating Depression - Clinical / Long Term (esp if using anti-depressants);
Important Information For Long Term Depresion
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